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Suzanna Wong

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Sunday, June 29, 2008
+.+ ^^ +.+

Well.. Will be MIA for this few days to relax and enjoy myself till next wed..

So much to blog..

Till then..

Take Care everyone ^^

With ♥ From Suzanna [8:41 AM]




Wednesday, June 25, 2008
+.+ sRy +.+

Was suppose to meet him today but both of us didn't manage to wake up, thanks to the overnight dota.. I guess he was pissed off for our last game cause i kept falling asleep and anyhow played..

Anyway we just had a quarrel over something that i shouldn't have done.. I didn't know why i left such a comment on his friendster, it's just purely fun!! I don't what im actually thinking anyway.. You have the rights to be angry or whatever.. I'm just sorry alrite..

So bored right now.. CAN someone GAME with me =(

With ♥ From Suzanna [6:17 PM]




+.+ Emo Sux +.+

Meet up with him half way while walking to Evo didn't even bother to speak a single word, we are just like totally strangers.. Mind is filled with lots of confusion and uncertain..

Meet up the rest and played 2 games.. Glad Zp and Loy was there to break the ice especially zP who never fails to cheer me up.. Whenever I'm feeling down he's always there to quarrel with me.. Maybe not when I'm feeling down its like every single day.. Lol.. Whenever he lost the quarrel he will type things that is totally no link and oOo.. Farking lame.. lol..

Anyway knowing all of them was certainly very fun lol, bringing lots of joy while playing dota.. =) thanks alot!! I learn alot from you guys too.. Though i still hated zP for flooding the chat like no tml.. He just sux anyway.. Haha..

When to have dinner with him, things got slightly better but I'm still emo-ing though, headed back to play 1 game and those 2 really sjb playing 1v1 wtf mode.. Really zibi to the max..
I CAN'T IMAGINE LOY ACTUALLY PLAY WITH HIM!!! Later on Baby paid for my cab fare and head home..

I'm perhaps still emo-ing and it will continue on for this few days or so.. I dono when will my heart stop being so hurtful.. When will i be happy once again.. But still i have fun todae.. Thanks..

Another great news: XcN coming Sg on the 6th August if there isn't any changes of date =))

Cassy meet up soon =( i miSs you!! =p

With ♥ From Suzanna [1:04 AM]




Tuesday, June 24, 2008
+.+ Why don't u trust me +.+

Farking emo right now!!!!!!

Haiss why why why!! Why do you get jealous so easily.. Yes i know that means u care about me but then i just don't like it.. I been with you for a year plus and there is still no trust in me.. I'm so disappointed.. I'm already ur gf, why can't you stop emo-ing over such small stuff.. Means i can't talk to anyone else expect u -.- in order not to let you emo..

Ur not the first bf's that is like that, why every single guys are the same.. All i needed you was your trust and some freedom.. I know you doesn't like me to going out with guys and as you wish i never.. I know u dislike me talking to my idol but i have already cut down talking to him but its nothing between us.. It's just a little ger chong bai ou xiang!! Haiss.. Ni Dong Ma??!!

Haiss wo zhen de bu dong what guys are thinking..

I just want some freedoom and trust.. Haiss..

Hen nan guo ser mo duo bu ke yi..

With ♥ From Suzanna [2:17 PM]




Friday, June 20, 2008

Finally after a long struggle from 9am to 3.30pm.. The nightmare is finally over!! Song..

Actually i already finished it quite early but i waited for that guy too cause kinda ke lian if i dump him there himself lol.. 1 of the teacher really sux, do they have to make some stupid comments when its like none of their business.. This stupid teacher said: Ppl come 1 time u come 2 times.. Wtf la, as if we want to come.. No brain.. Zzz


Feeling really tired right now, woke up from sleep this morning having ache all over.. Zzz

2 WEEKS HOLIDAY HERE I COME!! Till then 7th July.. Njoy while i can =)

Lots of plan ahead: (Any more fun places to go?!!)

  • Sentosa
  • Chalet & Bbq
  • Clubbing
  • Night Safari
Hopefully i have a fruitful 2 weeks holiday..
AND STOP SLPING LIKE A PIG CAN HENGKY- Zzz

With ♥ From Suzanna [9:10 PM]




+.+ HAO LEI AR +.+

It's been a really HETIC and TIRING day for me..

I farking stay in school for nearly 10hours.. Imagine just standing there for 10hours ~.~ Reach school around 9am but the teacher was late and it was dragged till 10am.. Zzz

Completed my Peach Jalouise but i flunt it after 5hours of hardwork, the teacher just told me in my face REDO!! wtf la, within that few secs i nearly cried out.. It's already nearly 3pm.. None of us have taken our lunch lor.. Zzz

I used my friend hp to call Hengky cause my hp reception damn suck especially in the kitchen.. Zz Ask him to told Cassy i won't be going to Evo le, cause its gona take another 5hours before i can complete my re-doing.. Sorry about it Cassy shouldn't have comfirmed it with you in the morning, i didn't expect things to turn out this way =( soRry..


Anyway im glad im not the only 1 staying back, imagine its just me in the whole kitchen damn bored lor especially during the resting time.. Another guy flunt too..

A few of the gers and guy stay back to accompany us.. Thanks alot especially to Suen Li, he was so busy helping both of us to roll out the dough without complaining, they are really damn nice =) to accompany us all the way till 7pm.. Thanks alot guys i apperciate it alot.. Another thanks to the gers, though im not close with you gers but u all still stay on to acommpany us and help us buy lunch.. A million thanks to all of you =) I will remember the crabsticks with cheese =X LOL!! (Mi Mi)...

Though the teacher was nice enough to gif us 1 small pcs of tard and 1 fried stick of each of us.. But his still weird, he talks to himself.. GG!!

The worst nightmare haven ended, WE STILL HAVE TO COME BACK TML!! CB LA!!!!!!! AND ITS 9AM.. We just left the last stage and its bloody important, i just don't wanne flunt it anymore..

The teacher told us that we have to finished by 7pm but its already 6.30pm and there isn't enough time left.. He told us to come at 9am tml to defrost our items for 1hour.. Zzz.. Really damn emo, my holiday lidat gone 2 days liao.. Scam!!

Baby was supposed to meet me up, as usual after im upset he will come and find me and sort of suprised me.. Anyway when i told him i needed to redo he was already half way down to my school to fetch me, so he cab down to evo alone.. Ke lian.. After 3-4hours or so he came down to wait for me, its sweet to finally being able to see him after 1 tiring day.. Flowers & Sushi were my favourite =) How i wish there are more to come not just days like that.. Ate just a little cause the chix rice (Lunch) just makes me damn bloated till now.. Zzz..

Later on headed to JE Parsa Malam, stand there to listen to some talk and i nearly fell aslp while standing and later on went to walk around.. Saw another kind of bitssss that i wanted t.t since dono when and lots of Hello Kitty stuff esp the Box that i wanted =( Brought some food and headed home..

Was feeling really really really tired right now, was obs-ing their game against
f@ze but after like they dc and rehost, i didn't bother to tab back.. Maybe after im done blogging..

Please just pray for me that im gona pass tml!! Haiss still worrying for 1 of my exam.. can't imagine if i fail that theory.. I PRAY!!

Anyway life really sux right now.. I dono why!! emO again.. Haiss

I really haven seen such a pro guy for quite awhile, so farking lousy always got ZILLIONS of reasons to give & always thinks his right., wtf la.. JUST ADMIT IT LA!! Always like to TALK BIG and mei you yong.. Wonder why ppl still play with u.. FARKING GG!! I tink you will forever remain so lousy =) since you don't accept others comments and farking don't wanne change, always thinking of excuses to cover up..

HOW TO IMPROVE YOU TELL ME!! I HOPE U FARKING REALISE IM BLOGGING ABOUT YOU!! BURDEN!!

Anyway to the cbk im talking about, in 1 of my previous post...

PLEASE DON'T FARKING SO FREE TO COME AND IRRATATED ME.. I WILL BE MORE THEN GRATEFUL.. PLEASE JI DONG YI DIAN OKi3.. You can try but prepare to bear the consciousness..


With ♥ From Suzanna [12:33 AM]




Thursday, June 19, 2008
+.+ Heartbroken +.+

Finally all my theory exam are finished but i still have to retake my practical exam tml cause the teacher change it at the very last min.. Zzz


All i can say is that wo yue lai yue bu liao jie ni le..
When couple being together for quite some time, things tends to change.. Yes we might have gotten closer but it was never the same anymore.. It's not the first time its happening.. It sux!

Sometimes when i needed someone to be there for me, you were always not around..
Even over game we can quarrel which is really farking stupid..
You used to pei wo on the phone even when your tired or sleeping, you make the effort to talk to me but not anymore... After what happened today..
It's always either we quarrel then you will do something really sweet for me..

Isit that im unreasonable or you are hard to please.. Wo Zhen De Bu Dong..

There have been times that i wanne let go but i still loves you but wo hen lei le.. Wo hen nan guo ni zhi bu zhi dao.. Wo Zhen De Hen Xin Tong.. Did you even know that sometimes i cried..
How i wish time will turn back to where we started, i miss the you that i knew back then..

You always asked me why didn't i do any more D.I.Y stuff for you but did you really appreciate all that, did you really appreciate all the gifts i give you? The watch is still left in the cabinet..

Just because of a game your emo and just because i said something that you didn't like you have to just emo and ignore me.. You are not the only 1 who is lagging and you blame me for everything.. Its not the first time le, you never know how sad i am..

Wo zai xiang ni dong bu dong wo xian zai, zai xiang ser mo.. Ni dao di liao bu liao jie wo yao de shi ser mo..

I suppose this song tells it all..


为了你再笨的事我都肯做
却还是在你心里锦屏末座
我成全你的追求
有没有让你心动
反而一看见我就想要逃走
于是我更努力的付出更多
为什么却尽让你日渐消瘦
脸上不再有笑容
烦恼比快乐还多
我突然明白自己犯了大错
想给你所有的爱
最后却多得太多
想证明自己的爱
最后却让你难过
原谅我
明天你不会再看见我
你说我爱你
却没认真替的你想过
我拼命付出
却没问过你想要什么
没有我
或许你反而会更好过
于是我更努力的付出更多
为什么却渐让你日渐消瘦
脸上不再有笑容
烦恼比快乐还多
我突然明白自己犯了大错
想给你所有的爱
最后却多得太多
想证明自己的爱
最后却让你难过
原谅我
明天你不会再看见我
我说我爱你
却没认真替的你想过
我拼命付出
却没问过你想要什么
没有我
或许你反而会更好过
想给你所有的爱
最后却多得太多
想证明自己的爱
最后却让你难过
原谅我
明天你不会再看见我
我说我爱你
却没认真替的你想过
我拼命付出
却没问过你想要什么
没有我
或许你反而会更好过
都已经决定要离开的时候
却还是忍不住
又回过了头
你并明天抬起头
完全没有在看我
明天我不会在说我爱你了

With ♥ From Suzanna [12:31 AM]




Wednesday, June 18, 2008
+.+ Sum people Should Just STFU +.+

If you doesn't know your limits of joking please just fark off.. If you don't watch your language i suggest you just STFU..Its not the first time you are pissing me off.. Bu Zhi Dao Ur Limit 1..

No wonder so many people hate you.. Fark up attitude and lousy.. Zzz..

No wonder she doesn't want you.. Gj for being cheated twice and i just feels that you just deserve it for all the cbs attitude you been giving everyone.. Not pro act pro farking joke..

Don't blame me for doing this, you ask for it =)

My mood have been really bad recently so don't try to pissed me off.. I'm pissed enough..
LIFE SUX AND IM EMO!!

TML IS THE LAST DAY OF EXAM!!! Let's just hope baby bring me to somewhere nice =)

With ♥ From Suzanna [12:34 AM]




Tuesday, June 17, 2008
+.+ EMO TO THE MAX +.+

Sianx to the max..

I tink im just gona flunk all my exam.. All thanks to my laziness!! Haiss

Often wonder why can't i be like how i used to motivate myself from studying.. It just simply sux now.. I dono why!! I'm still like in a confusion state of what i really want in life..

I don want to just game my life away but somehow i just don't see any motivating in life..

EMO + SAD + SUX + EVERYTHING THAT SUX!!

With ♥ From Suzanna [3:07 PM]




Monday, June 16, 2008

Heart Broken~

It is not the first time..

Why isit that when i always need you, you were either busy or mia..

I should just learnt to be all by myself..

Haiss emo.. im gona fail my exam today.. Zzz sux!! What worst was those i wrote came out but there wasn't enough time to read.. No 1 to blame but myself.. It just sux to the max.. If its just retake it should be oki3 but if i have to retake that course i tink i will die -.-

Im thinking of a fastest way to solve problems.. I dono if i should..

Emo to the max..

With ♥ From Suzanna [1:02 PM]




Sunday, June 15, 2008
+.+ I LOVE DUCKIE +.+

Sux man i intended to add a new chat box but ended up it just fark my blog now.. ZzZz.. CAN SOMEONE HELP ME UNDO THIS CHAT BOX!! It doesn't have code for me to add in but just auto added in when i key in my email.. Arhhh farking sux!! Even the website doesn't reply to help mail.. Zzz!! I have tired changing the skin already but its still the same!!

Didn't sleep well last night =( Emo the whole night cause baby was sick and he was totally mia for the whole day though im glad he gotten better today..

It's was a tiring day for me today, practical exam started at 8.30am and ended around 2.45pm.. I FAIL MY EXAM but i just have to redo it next week after my last paper.. Zzz!! sux.. Making Puff pastry happens to be my weakest!! So much for today, so ended up the teacher gave me his.. lolx..

Oh ya i forgot to mention that im having my another practical exam on friday, everything was alright but very tiring..

Went down to find baby at H.I.G.H.. The cab fare was like 20+ can. .ZzZ!! manage to watch their last game which was quite exciting.. Haha.. Got to admit they are all good expect for JJ =X haha!!

I got to admit they are really gosu farmers, no mater what they are always rich and most impt they farm realli realli fast.. As in i don't really see such players anymore expect for the 3 of them.. Grats that they are seeded for tml, still thinking if i should go down cause i'm having my exam on Mon and i haven study!! GG.. Just see how ba, if im going down maybe will be afternoon or evening go down awhile then go home le..

Anyway headed down to GGK played 2 1/2 games.. Shall not talk about the 1/2 game.. Its a secret between the 5 of us.. =X

Won 1 & lost 1.. Lolx.. My com damn sux keep laggy de.. wtf.. Gotten dc for the 1st game and went to play Age of Empire 3.. lolx.. The graphic like damn sux, i wonder why did i even played it last time and worst of all i gotten myself giddy for playing that..

2nd game was really nerding at start cause i was so tired and giddy.. Keep bei sha for stupid mistake though after i start running everthing was alright but the happiest thing was my stun really like tio all lor..Hehex.. Cause i ban Lina & Ts for me but i always still uses them when i play with them.. No choice gt alot zibi farmers.. Haha.. I guess i must play under pressure then things will turn out well..

The post onwards are damn gosu!! PLEASE ASK ZP & ARCHMAGE OR EVEN WHITEFACE WHAT HAPPEN!! lolx.. sC`FTW =)

I'm lazy to talk about what happened just now to Zp & Archmage but they 2 are really so CUTE!! lolx.. I just can't stop laughing when i started thinking back.. But i got to admit they are really damn cute.. haha.. Anyway Hengky & i got so worried that they got lost in Katong and some more they are just xdd and worst of all its so late le.. Haha.. Glad Dar paid the cab fare for them to come over and stay over at Whiteface house.. When to eat supper with them & stay over at baby house =)

Something Cool : Hehex..

[02:05] i cook the maggie right
[02:05] infront of me
[02:05] u know those bettle that fly
[02:05] cb fly inside
[02:06] extra ingredients
[02:06] ji tao i take it out
[02:06] the bettle dead
[02:06] burn to deaasth
[02:06] hot
[02:06] then i dare eat ?
[02:11] i take out my ingredients
[02:12] i wash alot times
[02:12] wa cb la fly inside swim somemore
[02:12] flip flap flip flap
[02:12] die
[02:12] i still scope itout
[02:12] take to dustbin throw
[02:12] my sister say still can eat ~
[02:13] i ask her f o
[02:19] fk
[02:19] i donwan cook liao
[02:19] another fly fly in
[02:21] lame to max
[02:21] FLY INSIDE AGAIN
[02:21] WHEN I WALKING
[02:21] TO MY ROOM

WTF I THINK HENGKY DAMN CHONG MING SIA!! HE HELP ME REALISE HOW TO DELETE OFF THE CHAT BOX!! WOW PRO!! but stil u still sux in my eyes =)

With ♥ From Suzanna [1:46 AM]




Tuesday, June 10, 2008
+.+ Im SO BORED +.+

As promise i will upload more pictures.. Pictures that rotting in my com for quite a few months =X

Not forgetting the gosu pic =) Guess who's suxkura.. Hehex!! I think im so evil =x He's been so emo that i wanted to post this picture but at least i didn't point out which is you ^^ Best friend oki3..




Can u imagine how much i love my duckie ^^


At the movies after Lei & Sher Wedding...


At Lan..


My gosu duckie love to pose... Hehex


The Sweet surprised he gave me.. ^^ How i wish there was another such surprise tml =(



The 1k puzzle that i did for him.. It glows in the dark too..

Teacher's Ice Cream Cake..


My Wedding Cake.. Damn sux lor if you have notice, i accidentally paste Hello Kitty Nose to high that Kitty eyes looks so weird.. ARhhhhhh.. I know it look ugly =(

Well its all the hard work for the few days.. Got to thank my mum for helping me out alot.. Yeah the background really is messy cause i haven finish packing and i was so anxious to take a picture.. Lol.. Thinking back the day i brought my cake home, i accidentally drop it at the car park.. But glad i manage to cover up with those decoration..




With ♥ From Suzanna [12:40 AM]




Monday, June 09, 2008
+.+ Sux to be alone +.+

Few days ago had a major quarrel with baby, its till the extend that i just wanted a break up.. Although i didn't wanted it but my heart hurts so much.. Let's just hope nothing lidat will ever happen again..

Sad can't pei baby for training later.. Arhhh =\

Nothing much really happen, just staying over at his house.. Been nerding & killing in dota but i still need to learn alot.. =( WTB TIME!! ARHHHHHHHHHHHH................

Baby:

whatever happens let it past ba, i know that recently i been really emo and fark up but you are still there for me, cheering me up not even leaving me.. Thanks alot.. I really needed that.. Every little thing you do will make me smile =) I love you!!

Cassy:

No matter what happens im here for you, don emo urself oki3.. <3 soon ="(">

Sher:

Don't wry i still Love u the most.. Hehex.. Sher aiai so nice blog about me =x


CB SUXKURA NVE COME SG AGAIN BUT NVM I GOT SPY IN MSIA THAT GOTTEN HIS PIC.. gotten upload later =x

Exams are so near.. Hao stress ar... =(

With ♥ From Suzanna [8:27 PM]




Wednesday, June 04, 2008
+.+ i hate hengky +.+

I'm just pure lazy to update my blog.. lol.. It's either getting home late or tired..

Hmm.. where should i start..
Capl:

Though we lose our showcase match but still we had lots of fun.. Lol.. Though its cute to pause game half way and take prizes.. lols.. Capl was rather disappointing though.. Shall not talk about it..

It seems like we are there to be models for others to take photograph instead of playing.. Haha.. I was emo the whole day, talked to sher which always brighten my days up.. Hehe.. I LOVE YOU SHER SHER!! I think the interview will be out in the magazine game axis..

Anyway i decided to leave already perhaps its the best for everyone or maybe should i say im just too selfish.. Best of luck to the rest.. I still love you all =) Maybe.. maybe i will be back playing once again..


Few days ago i finally went shopping, i suppose its been like MONTHS or longer since i last shopped..Brought a few stuff.. Hehe.. Saw jasmine too..

Yesterday:

Went down to Evo with baby cause school ended really early, aiai and lei join us for 1 game and baby went to train with his team liao.. Was really emo last night cause i wanted him to send me home as i was so tired but ended up its all because of game again.. Maybe i wasn't understanding enough..

I really should stop using bind keys lol.. I'm just so used to it.. But this few days i stop using it hehe.. Number pad FTW.. Didn't went school today again cause my project is suppose to hand up tomorrow which i haven finish.. lol.. Got to rush later on.. for meantime dota dota dota lol .. Shall take the picture of my wedding cake once its completed.. =)

Hmm.. I have always wanted to blog about this..
All this while since i started playing dota, i think I'm damn zibi, especially in real life.. I'm just isn't good in socializing with people especially girls, though i have a bunch of great teammates but somehow i still can't open up.. Lol.. I guess i still need time.. haha.. Maybe guys are easier to talk to then girls t.t

ANYWAY I DONO IF SUXKURA GONA LIE TO ME AGAIN BUT HE SAID HIS COMING SG SO IM GONA TAKE HIS PIC AND BLOG IT =)















More pictures to upload once im not so lazy.. =p


Anyway this post was suppose to post on wednesday but ended up im too lazy to upload more pictures.. haha =x so drag till todae then i blog again.. lamo =\

After 2 days of having 4-5hrs sleep, i finally finished my practical project.. Shall upload the picture soon when im not so lazy.. Hehex..

Currently at eVo with gougou waitin for cassy.. miss her.. hehex.. Anyway went to have our lunch at Laki Thai <- should be lidat spell =X tio scam. Food bloody exp and worst of all the portion is really gg though its quite nice.. ICE PLUM JUICE FTW ^^

I really need some sleep now, hao lei wo tml still got school.. song sia next week most of the days i doesnt have to go school but 2 of days we will be having another practical test.. sianx.. I haven plan on how to do about it.. I needa finish doing Chocolate butter cream cake, cream brulae and soft bun within 5hours.. Arhhh.. Worst of all another practical test of mine will be tested on Puff pastry which is the most difficult for me.. cb de.. sianxxxxx.. Then the week after will be theory test and worst of all its tested on almost the whole book.. I feel like dying already.. JUST HAVE TO REN OVER THE 3 DAYS THEORY TEST AND ITS HOLIDAY!!!

Recently i really hate Hengky- as in really hate him cause he isn't as sweet as he used to and worst of all he always have evil intention on my duckie.. zzZzz.. Maybe Pms is kicking in.. Sorry baby im really emo recently just needed you and yet u disappoint me.. I still hate u.. =)

With ♥ From Suzanna [10:42 AM]